PZI Teacher Archives
Sunday Talks
Nightmares in the Closet, Anxiety, & the Deepest Meditation
In the world of anxiety and stress we can always help others. And that’s what we do. The thing is not to seize a delusion to believe in.
The Golden Wind Is Revealing Itself
We don’t get much say over what the world does and we don’t get much say over what enters our minds. Our job is to hold steady for the world, for those to come, to make a path for people to follow.
Gratitude Like Sunrise Spreads Across the Land
Some time ago, I wrote a poem called, “Thank you is red.” OK, but what other colors are on the horizon?
Invoking the Light: A New Year’s Meditation Revel
The old boat is sailing off laden with its gifts and sorrows, and the New Year—who knows what it will bring, what we will discover, what new fear will confront us and what we will love?
Invoking the Light: A New Year’s Meditation Revel
In order to wake up we need to fall asleep, to surrender to the great current that we know little about and which we cannot control or direct.
Stepping Off the Hundred-Foot Pole
For all creative activity we must step from a high place without guarantees. There is something exhilarating about that act. That’s the way to live!
New Directions at Year’s End: The Quest for the Grail
People go to abandoned places to search for their true nature. At such a moment, honored one, where is your true nature?
New Directions at Year’s End: The Quest for the Grail
The Grail Quest is deeper than most stories; it was told at a time of great change in Western culture and might help us now.
Stepping Off the Hundred-Foot Pole
This was the first koan I ever spoke on. I had a very small audience and was not convinced that I should teach. I think I unconsciously chose this koan without realizing that I was taking a risk and plunging into the unknown.
Gratitude Like Sunrise Spreads Across the Land
Gratitude like sunrise spreads across the low horizon. The colors blend and change. It is surprising and penetrates fear, just enough to open an escape hatch.
Nightmares in the Closet, Anxiety, & the Deepest Meditation
In the world of not making sense, the trees make a path and your foot steps onto it. In the world of anxiety and stress we can always help others. And that’s what we do. The thing is not to seize a delusion to believe in.
The Golden Wind Is Revealing Itself
There are always things in our minds that we didn’t put there. Our job is to hold steady for the world, for those to come, to make a path for people to follow.
Losing Things, Finding Things
In meditation things come and go, as in life. In Zen the experience of loss contains a treasure. There is gold inside the loss whether of a person, a country, or a beloved house. Grief dissolves everything. The valleys of life are important for developing empathy. Mazu gives us the path to walk through the demons: Help others cross. Make yourself a raft. An Indigenous saying: Inside the last tear, happiness is hiding.
Why Did Bodhidharma …?
Jesse Cardin
What is the heart of any big question? We are swimming in a sea of uncertainty and the mind wants to fill in the blanks. Yet our questions are much smaller than what’s on offer, what’s possible as an answer—the whole universe might be doing something through me.
Why Did Bodhidharma … ?
Jesse Cardin
What is the heart of any big question? We are swimming in a sea of uncertainty and the mind wants to fill in the blanks. Yet our questions are much smaller than what’s on offer, what’s possible as an answer—the whole universe might be doing something through me.
The Smell of Fresh Toast & the Enchantment of the World
“What is this?” asked the eccentric Zen teacher Budai, holding up odd objects to a crowd. The universe is an intimate net, its jeweled facets contain everything, including the smell of fresh toast. All living beings must turn toward the ultimate. This is deeper than any sorrow, horror, disgrace. The strangeness and beauty of now, of life, is beyond explanation. And this moment has always been here.
The Smell of Fresh Toast & the Enchantment of the World
“What is this?” asked the eccentric Zen teacher Budai, holding up odd objects to a crowd. The universe is an intimate net, its jeweled facets contain everything, including the smell of fresh toast. All living beings must turn toward the ultimate. This is deeper than any sorrow, horror, disgrace. The strangeness and beauty of now, of life, is beyond explanation. And this moment has always been here.
Salt & Sauce, Trouble & Spice, Losing Things & Getting By
Salt and sauce—the taste of life is complex. Even in times of deprivation, persecution and war, the flavor of life may include radical happiness. In Zen, we don’t have to know the solution, we just put the next foot forward. We ally with the capacity of life to dissolve outrage and the need to be either right or wrong. Difficulty and richness accord with each other. Walking the path is the gift of Zen, feeling the ancestors’ gifts of salt and sauce.
Salt & Sauce, Trouble & Spice, Losing Things and Getting By
Salt and sauce—the taste of life is complex. Even in times of deprivation, persecution and war, the flavor of life may include radical happiness. In Zen, we don’t have to know the solution, we just put the next foot forward. We ally with the capacity of life to dissolve outrage and the need to be either right or wrong. Difficulty and richness accord with each other. Walking the path is the gift of Zen, feeling the ancestors’ gifts of salt and sauce.
Not Making Sense Is Better Than Ice Cream
Explaining things can put you in a bind. The humor of emptiness—a little eternity creeping in—is a panacea, and mind just undoes its problems. If we try to make sense of things, therein lies suffering. “You can’t really explain what inspires.”
Not Making Sense Is Better Than Ice Cream
Explaining things can put you in a bind. The humor of emptiness—a little eternity creeping in—is a panacea, and mind just undoes its problems. If we try to make sense of things, therein lies suffering. “You can’t really explain what inspires.”
Music for Meditation: 5 Solos from Jordan McConnell
We are fortunate to have incredible original music from talented musicians in our Sunday temple meditations and PZI retreats. Here are five guitar solos composed and performed by Jordan McConnell in 2023.
Zen Arts: Pickles, Poems & Direct Encounter
Takuan Soho, creator of the renowned golden yellow daikon pickle, was a poet, artist, calligrapher, master of the tea ceremony and Zen priest of Tokai temple—a master of the creative response. The arts of Zen are responses to our meeting whatever circumstances arise—death, war, love, loneliness, natural changes.
Belinda & the Monster aka Beauty & the Beast
John Tarrant retells the mythic story of Belinda and the Monster, Italo Calvino’s version of Beauty and the Beast. The archetypal forces personified in the story are present in all of us. Can we allow ourselves to feel all that we are? What is the monster? Where do you find yourself in the story?
Unmoving Mind Means Freely Moving
Takuan Soho—whose death poem was one character: dream—taught the dangers of a distracted mind. Son of a samurai, he understood how to lose your life. Circumstances need not be extreme—we can lose our lives any moment when we rely on devices or install veils between us and the unfixed motion of reality.
The Gift
What are the special properties of gifts? You can not force giving. And the Tao that can be spoken is not the eternal Tao. Happiness is involuntary like the grass returning. Sorrow is involuntary like autumn leaves.
Unmoving Mind Means Freely Moving
Takuan Soho—whose death poem was one character: dream—taught the dangers of a distracted mind. Son of a samurai, he understood how to lose your life. Circumstances need not be extreme. We can lose our lives any moment when we rely on devices or install veils between us and the unfixed motion of reality.
Belinda & the Monster aka Beauty & the Beast
John Tarrant retells the mythic story of Belinda and the Monster, Italo Calvino’s version of Beauty and the Beast. The archetypal forces personified in the story are present in all of us. Can we allow ourselves to feel all that we are? What is the monster? Where do you find yourself in the story?
Lazy Summer Afternoons Under the Rose Apple Tree, Part 4 of 4
Even a delicious rest must end. The Dao suffers no plans but its own, and our bodhisattva path requires that we bring it back into the world. In Zen, the path goes on and on—we find more ways to grow the ways we love our lives. We are not trying to reach a place of endless tranquillity.