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PREPARING FOR A PZI SESSHIN
AT ST. DOROTHY'S REST


Photo of the windows that look out from the dining area at St. Dorothy's Rest, by Bill Krumbein.

 

PZI HOLDS SESSHIN FOUR TIMES A YEAR AT ST. DOROTHY'S REST RETREAT CENTER IN THE REDWOOD FOREST OF WEST SONOMA COUNTY

Our sesshin retreats begin on the evening of the first scheduled day. Please plan to arrive early enough to get yourself settled into your sleeping area and set up in the meditation hall by 7:15pm. The evening program will begin at 7:30pm. Dinner will not be provided on the first night, so you'll want to give yourself time to eat. You can bring something to eat or go to the nearby town of Occidental (~10 minutes away) where there are a few restaurants and also a market that has a deli that makes sandwiches.

If you'd like to arrive early to help set up, that is always appreciated.

The retreat isn't over until we've restored St. Dorothy's to the condition in which we found it. Your participation in this final part of the retreat is important and deeply appreciated. Please plan to stay until mid-afternoon of the final day of the retreat.
Our last meal together is lunch on the final day.

Once you arrive at sesshin, there will be practice leaders there to assist you and to let you know whatever you need to know when you need to know it.


What to bring:

zafu and zabuton: If you have your own sitting cushions and it's not too difficult for you to bring them, we ask that you do bring your own. If you don't have your own cushions or are travelling by plane and can't bring them, don't worry - there will be cushions and chairs provided for those who need them.
bedding: sleeping bag or sheets and pillowcase (pillows and blankets are provided)
toiletries: including bath towel and washcloth (consider earplugs for sleeping)
outdoor clothing and raingear, including walking shoes:
You will be walking outside, sometimes on forest paths, so sturdy shoes are a good idea. It's not as likely to rain in summer as in other seasons, but you never know.
comfortable, loose fitting clothing, layers, warm things: things you can layer are a very good idea. Solid colors help keep things simple, too. The temperature at St. Dot's is unpredictable and can fluctuate quite a bit. It can be warm at times, and eit can be cold sometimes during all seasons (particularly in the early morning and evenings and at night). Also, in the Meditation Hall we have a room full of people with different temperature preferences - the room may not match yours, so layered clothing helps you to be comfortable.
slip on shoes: these are convenient for going in and out of the hall.
flashlight: for walking outside when its dark and in case of power outage.
teacup/mug: we'll drink tea together in the meditation hall. You can use your own teacup if you'd like to bring one, or you can get one from St. Dot's.
bathing suit - in the summertime the pool is usually open, so bring your swimsuit and an extra towel!

Food: The food at sesshin is vegetarian. If you have dietary restrictions, please let the PZI Registrar know.

Phone: There is no cell phone reception to speak of at St. Dot's. There is a pay phone located in the entry lobby of the main building. It can be used for emergencies and brief calls during breaks if necessary. The number is 707-874-9907.

Getting to St. Dorothy's Rest

Download this Orientation and Welcome to Sesshin in PDF format

SESSHIN ORIENTATION and WELCOME

What is Buddha?
The heart of the one who asks is Buddha

Sesshin is a special environment built to help you discover your own enlightenment. In your daily life, the light of your attention normally goes out from you into the world; during sesshin you turn the light back inward into your own heart and mind.

The practice leaders of the sesshin will let you know when things are happening and what to do. The leaders are experienced meditation practitioners who are taking this task on as a service. If you have any questions feel free to speak with one of them—they will be introduced on opening night.

The Daily Schedule is posted in the lobby of the Main Building and in each sleeping area. A list of work practice assignments is also posted in the Main Building—please check it to see what your work practice assignment is. It is helpful to everyone when you show up in the Meditation Hall and at your work practice assignment at the appropriate times. We have a high regard for work practice. The idea is that work in a meditation retreat serves as a bridge for the moment you return to your regular life outside of sesshin. It helps you to carry the light of your understanding into everything you do. Meditation goes on everywhere and is not limited to when you are sitting on a cushion. Every place in sesshin is the place for enlightenment.

Here are a few protocols we practice at sesshin that help us make a container for practice:

Silence:
Silence is the darkness from which freedom is born. In the Meditation Hall, keep the silence unless chanting or a dharma talk is going on. Outside the hall, if you have to speak, do it quietly and away from other people. If you have an impulse to interact with someone, stop first and then consider whether it is necessary. One of the things that we do in sesshin is to learn that we don’t have to respond to situations in our usual fashion.

In the Meditation Hall:
When you enter the Meditation Hall, bow into the room from the entryway and go to your seat. Then bow to your cushion, turn and bow into the room, and sit down. A bow can indicate many things—respect, gratitude, or recognition of our interconnectedness with each other.

Before meals and at the end of the day, the leaders will use bells to lead everyone through the ritual for leaving the room or beginning the meal. If in doubt, just follow along.
When you leave the Meditation Hall it is not necessary to bow at the door. When you leave, just leave.

During meditation we’ll be sitting for periods that last about 25 minutes, with 5 to 7 minute walking meditation in between.

You can use the bathroom during walking meditation or on breaks. To leave the walking meditation line, wait until your part of the line comes to the door, then exit. When you return, if your place in the line comes around, then put your palms together to signal your intent and step into the line.

In your sleeping quarters:
Each morning there will be someone who rings the wake up bell in the hallway of your sleeping quarters twenty-five minutes before the meditation period begins. For all other periods, the large densho bell outside the meditation hall will be rung to call you back into the hall from your break or work practice assignment.

Early morning greeting:
Each morning the teacher will enter the Meditation Hall and silently greet the room. As the teacher passes in front of you, the custom is to return the greeting by raising your hands palms together.

Teacher interviews:
Each day the teachers will conduct brief private interviews and you will have a regular opportunity to meet with a teacher if you wish. The teachers’ liaisons will indicate when this will be happening and the spirit in which we engage with the teachers.

Meditation Instruction:
If you would like individual guidance, please let the Head of Practice know.

Conclusion:
The purpose of the orientation instructions is to introduce you to some basics of sesshin, they are not meant to add things to your meditation. These protocols are part of the way we support each other in retreat. They are meant to help us interact in a way that encourages each person to focus on her own practice and discoveries. If you think you don’t know what to do, just attend to that moment and don’t worry about doing it just right. In sesshin you have a chance to experience things from a fresh perspective, to be at ease in an unfamiliar environment, without either making what is happening wrong or blaming yourself for not knowing. If you can be comfortable not knowing, you can learn anything. Welcome to retreat, it is a great joy to do this together.

SAMPLE BASIC DAILY SESSHIN SCHEDULE

Early Morning
4:30 Rise
5:00 Tea in Meditation Hall
5:20 Morning Greeting
       Meditation*
7:00 Breakfast/ Work-Practice & Break

Mid- Morning
9:00 Meditation
       Dharma Talk, Conversation or Movement may occur
12:00 Lunch/ Work-Practice & Break

Afternoon
2:00 Tea in Meditation Hall
       Sutra Service (unless it's a Bare Bones sesshin)
       Meditation
5:00 Dinner/ Work-Practice & Break

Evening
7:00 Meditation
7:30 Dharma Talk
8:45 End of Day Ceremony (or 8:55 Close of Day, if it's Bare Bones)
9:00 Retire

*Private interviews with teachers take place during selected meditation periods throughout the day. Sometimes other special events or programs will also take place.

 excerpted from 'Sudden Awakening,' an article by John Tarrant
in Shambhala Sun magazine, June 2007

There seems to be a lot of individual variance in how
awakening happens. Some people have grand experiences
that transform them overnight, and others have smaller glimpses
of freedom that seem to run together over time and change their
lives. There’s a lot of tradition about awakening, and plenty of
terms are floating around to name transformative experiences.

Here are a few:

Aha!
Epiphany
Enlightenment
Awakening
Conversion
Satori
Breakthrough
Second order change
Kensho
Realization
Metanoia
Shift

These words describe a discovery that changes the discoverer,
a change in direction of at least 180 degrees. They also indicate
that this sort of change can happen suddenly, overnight. I’ve
come to think that the overnight, life-changing epiphany is actually
not rare. You can escape from pirates, and princes will offer
you a glass slipper. Here is one of the basic Western stories:

St. Paul had a revelation that knocked him off his donkey on
the way to Damascus, an occasion commemorated in the church
calendar by the Feast of the Epiphany. St. Paul had a harsh, intemperate streak both before and after his conversion to Christianity. But his experience touched him with a deeper vision that made him able to write the words on love that are still used in
wedding ceremonies all over the world. When I Googled them, I was happy to find that the first hit (with a misspelling) was on a
website called Weddings Vegas Style:

Love is patient, love is kind.
It does not envy, it does not boast,
It is not proud.
It is not rude, it is not self-seeking,
It is not easily angered,
It keeps no record of wrongs.
Love does not delight in evil
But rejoices with the truth.
It always protects, always trusts,
Always hopes, always perseveres.


—1 Corinthians : 1 3

...

In some ways, St. Paul’s very interesting epiphany led Christianity and much of European culture off on the wrong foot, because people formed the idea that an awakening changes what you believe.
That was wonderful for him, but changing what you believe is probably irrelevant in terms of awakening. Awakening undermines
the stories you live by, as well as the way you make stories—or what you call a story. Switching your thoughts is like switching rooms in what is essentially a prison the mind has made. But in awakening
you can’t find any walls or bars. Changing your beliefs about what’s bad and what’s good could even be an indicator that a more fundamental change has not taken effect.

Zen people talk about emptiness because when you awaken, the maps that hold your beliefs are suddenly gone. You also notice that new maps appear in the mind, even without encouragement from
you. And as the new maps appear, you can take them as provisional.

...

The Zen task is to open the gates of the world beyond our prejudices. Like the Buddha, we can step away from everything we are certain about. I think that this possibility is the best contribution we can make to healing the flaws in consciousness and helping the world. Unkindness comes out of certainty; when we throw out certainty,
we have the bare reality of consciousness, and another name for that is love.